I stayed all the night with him, of course he tried to have something from me, and alhamdo LELLAH, I was afraid of ALLAH, I controlled myself , and I was surprised that all the night he daesn't pray a single pray, and we didn't talk religion at all, only love and romantisme and by the way. he even asks me to marry him. believe it or not, he said I know it's a surprise for you, but let keep our relation for 6 months just to give you the chance to think about it, till now I really don't know if he mean it, or he say it just to make me confortable so I can give him what he wants.but alhamdo LEALLAH, ALLAH lataf.
the next day, he went to Saudi, he called me from there, but this time I removed my mask, and I told him exactly what I think of him, and how he can ask people to do what he doesn't!!??, I was really upset and I told him how can I marry someone who is hypocrite?. he gave to people the example of prophet Youssef, 3alayhe assalam. and he is not following what he did.
It was the last time I spoke to him, and elhamdo LEALLAH, even though, I wear the hijab since one year, and not AMRO khaled who will push me to remove it, it is true that I was disapointed of what this kind of people do but it wasn't a reason to not wear hijab because not AMRO who is gonna to safe me when ALLAH will ask me about my hijab. I am not talking about all the da3eya, but I am talking about him, because I had the experience personally, and believe me when I am sitting with friends who wear hijab cause of him, I never mention my storry because either they willl think that I create it, plus they will never that believe that such an angel is what he is.and still I am not deniying that he is a very good da3eya, the way how he talked honestly he is very good, and he has such a talisma on people. that why, now I try to listen to what he say but not looking at him, or I tried to forget about what happened.
actually, I can not visit your web site everyday, but please be nice to tell me when you gonna publish it so I can see it and especially read the comment about it.and I am sure that by any chance if he read it. he will lnow who I am. unless he has so meny adventures with differents girls.
thank you again for the arabtimes, and I have only one comment. that before you publish anything about anyone, please make sure that is true, it 's not for something, but just because don't forget that "ENA BA3EDA DANE ETHME" you are muslim and you know what does it mean.
yours sincerly.
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